I told myself I was going to write about the kids but it’s already Friday and I haven’t got one word. So here I am trying. I went to see them again last week after three weeks of absence. Jolly almost did not recognize me. We tried making paper dolls so I can put their faces, remember their names and Kat can have something to help monitor attendance. It was just the two of us so it was a bit hard to execute what I had planned. We had to look after them while they work on the pc, keep them from fighting and crying and all that but I’ll try again this week. Wish me luck.
Hindsight. For the longest time I’ve been trying to figure out what went wrong, what I did wrong, what was wrong with me and then finally it hit me, it wasn’t me. It was all you. You are a selfish person.
Kids. One day you’re going to get tired and you’re going to ask yourself what have you accomplished and you’re going to wish you didn’t think it was all about you. Trust me.
You. Remember when you told me you were in Rio and you were going to the New Met and see the Redeemer and I asked you to pray for me? Thank you. It means a lot.
Adieu. I wish that you will finally learn how to be happy. Until then, no one, nothing’s ever going to be enough.
Yellow. There is nothing inspiring about self righteousness. Actions have always been more powerful than words so spare me the daily verses.
2013. It will be sad to see you go. But I will try to be happy for you because at this point you are like to family to me and family will only wish for the best. I promise to visit you there one day so our kids can play together while the boys enjoy a beer or two and it will feel like you never left.
Second. If you don’t like what you are doing and you’re always going to be half hearted about it then stop and do something else. Don’t waste your energy and time and other people’s as well, you do not know how much it means to them.
Lucky. When you come home, you’re probably going to read this and you will ask me about it and I will tell you every single detail. Maybe then you’ll believe me when I tell you, regardless of what other people say, I’m the lucky one.
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