Here’s a confession —I pretended that I did not read and I did not hear because frankly I would not have known how to respond. So I would understand if now you are angry at me. Knowing you though, I could still be wrong. You’ve always been fairly reasonable.
Discovering a picture posted at two a.m., seeing the look on your face, I am forced to re-think. Maybe you didn’t really want what you said you wanted. Maybe you don’t need what you think you need. I probably should have said something.
I think I’ve lost another friend. Or maybe not. I’m really not sure. At this point, however, I need to constantly remind myself that even when people say “I love you.”, sometimes, they don’t really mean it. They’d probably turn their backs and be gone at the first sign of inconvenience. And it’s not being cynical, it’s just saying the truth.
I’ve spent the last four hours trying hard not to be really pissed! Some people are unbelievable! I wish I can talk about work without breaching the confidentiality clauses we’ve signed or undermining the identity of our clients and the sectors they are servicing. But good god, the personalities you are sending me —Why. s:
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
Somebody that I used to know - Gotye ft. Kimbra
Kimbra: Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I’d done
And I don’t wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn’t catch you hung up on
somebody that you used to know…
Gotye: But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know… ♬
This song just makes me really sad. I wish there was a better reason for when people separate ways and consciously drift apart other than its part of life.
Hindsight. For the longest time I’ve been trying to figure out what went wrong, what I did wrong, what was wrong with me and then finally it hit me, it wasn’t me. It was all you. You are a selfish person.
Kids. One day you’re going to get tired and you’re going to ask yourself what have you accomplished and you’re going to wish you didn’t think it was all about you. Trust me.
You. Remember when you told me you were in Rio and you were going to the New Met and see the Redeemer and I asked you to pray for me? Thank you. It means a lot.
Adieu. I wish that you will finally learn how to be happy. Until then, no one, nothing’s ever going to be enough.
Yellow. There is nothing inspiring about self righteousness. Actions have always been more powerful than words so spare me the daily verses.
2013. It will be sad to see you go. But I will try to be happy for you because at this point you are like to family to me and family will only wish for the best. I promise to visit you there one day so our kids can play together while the boys enjoy a beer or two and it will feel like you never left.
Second. If you don’t like what you are doing and you’re always going to be half hearted about it then stop and do something else. Don’t waste your energy and time and other people’s as well, you do not know how much it means to them.
Lucky. When you come home, you’re probably going to read this and you will ask me about it and I will tell you every single detail. Maybe then you’ll believe me when I tell you, regardless of what other people say, I’m the lucky one.
The possibility of you changing my life and me changing yours is enough to make me happy. Every day I pray for you.
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